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Beta and cheerleader wanted... Just in general - I don't have anything finished right now. But I have two fest fics that I need to write, plus an epic slave 'verse thing that presently owns my brain, and I am having trouble with my ideas.

I don't need SPaG help, but I do need someone who understands story construction. My main problems are plot and confidence. I have ideas in mind but I either can't get them started or I can't get them finished. I want someone I can talk to about them & who would be willing to give me feedback as I go. I do need my hand held quite a bit, I have to admit. Not in a "write my story for me" kind of way, but just a "waaaaaauuugh I suck" kind of way. Sometimes I just need a "you can do it" to get me past the point where my depression keeps telling me I can't.

My masterlist covers most of the pairings & kinks I write, though the epic slave 'verse I mentioned will include everything but the kitchen sink (slash, het, & femmeslash of all kinds, plus kinks galore).

Please help!


Thanks to everyone who responded! I'm a bit overwhelmed by the number of responses I've received - I really didn't expect so many. Now I've got to get myself organized...that's the hard part. ;)
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Title: Gorgeous
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Harry/Scorpius (unrequited)
Warnings: Cross-Gen
Summary: Scorpius prowls while Harry fantasizes.
Author's Note: Written for Halloween Drabble Day prompt #10 (Andrej Pejic) at [livejournal.com profile] hd_writers.

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Gorgeous )
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Title: I Think I Saw A Porno Like This Once
Pairing: Harry/Scorpius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: object insertion, rimming, cross-gen, almost-chan (Scorpius is seventeen, if only barely)
Summary: It has to be a hallucination, because otherwise Harry is going straight to hell.
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] hpfangirl71's prompt in the [livejournal.com profile] hpsmfest. Beta'd by the ever-lovely [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf. *blows kisses* The title comes from a PoA-movie parody I read a long while back.

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I Think I Saw A Porno Like This Once )
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[livejournal.com profile] hpsmfest has begun posting for the 2012 Harry/Scorpius fest!

I have an actual fic in there somewhere, shockingly. :) Despite rumors that I may have fallen off the face of the earth, I am still hanging in there by my fingertips. :P

Personal

Apr. 2nd, 2012 01:51 pm
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Grace )
all_not_well: (Andrej stars)
Please to submit your opinions on a hypothetical idea. Thanks muchly!

[Poll #1830234]
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Title: Show Me
Pairing: Harry/Scorpius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Daddy kink, D/s, crossdressing
Summary: Sometimes words aren't enough. And sometimes, they really need to be said.
Author's Note: Written for [livejournal.com profile] kitty_fic in the [livejournal.com profile] hpvalensmut fest. My thanks go out to [livejournal.com profile] altri_uccelli and [livejournal.com profile] carolinelamb for their beta assistance in the early stages, and to [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf for all the hand-holding and encouragement as the deadline loomed.

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Show Me )
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Because she correctly guessed the identity of the mysterious Weasley in The Perfect Wife, [livejournal.com profile] capitu wins a bonus ficlet!

Title: Life Imperfect
Rating: R
Warnings: No, there is too much. Let me sum up: It's a kinky twisted mindfuck in which Draco is Harry's not-really-willing wife. And he has the breasts to show for it. Oh, and the angst. There's some forced feeding in there too. ...See? TOO MUCH.

Summary: Draco's new life is far from perfect.

Author's Note: I know it feels incomplete, but I don't have any more written. It just is what it is, a slice of Draco's new life. Enjoy. :)

...Or not, as the case may be.

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Life Imperfect )

Fic: Stuck

Mar. 20th, 2012 10:24 am
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Title: Stuck
Pairing: Al/Scorpius
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Dub-con.
Summary: Malfoy was alone, as far as Al could see. There was no sign of whoever had recently used and abandoned him.

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Stuck )
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Title: Unwanted
Pairing: Al/Scorpius, James/Scorpius
Rating: R
Warnings: Dub-con.
Summary: He's a pretty thing...

Double-drabble.

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Unwanted )
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Title: And No One Else, Ever Again
Pairing: H/D
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: D/s, rimming

Summary: Harry is continually surprised by Malfoy's willingness to please.

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And No One Else, Ever Again )
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Just archiving my veela fest fic here, don't mind me...

Title: Resistance
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Warnings: Dub-con...ish...
Summary: Something has changed, something deep and fundamental inside himself, making his blood burn like molten steel in his veins.

Author's Note: Written for the 2012 Valentine's Veela Fest at [livejournal.com profile] do_me_veela, for prompt #64, by [livejournal.com profile] blackhemlock. Beta'd by the lovely [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf, without whom this fic would never have been written.

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Resistance )
all_not_well: (Andrej bed)
My veela fest fic has been posted at [livejournal.com profile] do_me_veela:

Resistance
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: R
Warnings: Dub-con…ish? And a distinct lack of sexytiems. Alas.
Prompt: #64, by [livejournal.com profile] blackhemlock
Summary: Something has changed, something deep and fundamental inside himself, making his blood burn like molten steel in his veins.

Author's Note: Beta'd by the fabulous [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf, without whom this fic could not have been written. ♥♥♥ I started this fic three days after its original due date, so it very nearly never happened. And yes - this is complete. The arc makes sense in my head, okay? :P

Resistance

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I also submitted several prompts for this fest, three of which were picked, and they led to some excellent fics:

Not Only Fine Feathers, by [livejournal.com profile] fantasyfruitbat
Desire As Dark As Panther's Fur, by [livejournal.com profile] blackhemlock
Your Eyes Open, by [livejournal.com profile] wintervixen86

On Hiatus

Feb. 9th, 2012 12:34 am
all_not_well: (hiding)
So I'm going on hiatus.

I don't know for how long. The last time I said I was too depressed to write, I turned right around and wrote The Perfect Wife, which I personally think has been my best fic to date. So who knows, I might be back tomorrow.

But today, I can't take it.

The problem is that I tend to look outside myself for validation. In all things, yes, but lately in fic writing especially. I focus on the comments I get, rather than the satisfaction that comes from the writing process itself. I stress about whether or not [livejournal.com profile] hd_prophet picks up my fics (well, the H/D ones, anyway), and I am highly conscious of the number of comments that other fics receive in comparison with mine. I obsess over it, in fact. And I keep asking myself how I can stop doing these things, because this is not the type of person I want to be.

And here's the answer that keeps coming back to me: don't post. If I'm obsessing about outside validation, maybe I shouldn't actively seek it. If I'm obsessing to the point where I can't even write at all, then I need to find something else to do for a little while - until I remember how much I love to write, and forget about seeking that emotional high that each comment brings.
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[livejournal.com profile] hpvalensmut♥ starts posting tomorrow! There'll be one in there from me at some point, I don't know when exactly. You will probably know it when you see it, I'm not all that good at blending in.

As for the rest - I am pretty much stuck, altogether, on everything. :\ Everything! I just keep spinning my tires, 'round and 'round. :(
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Title: In This Light
Pairing: H/D
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Daddy kink, D/s

Summary: The first time Draco says the word, it just sortof slips out.

Author's Note: Written for [livejournal.com profile] hpfangirl71 in the [livejournal.com profile] hd_seasons Stocking Stuffers. Prompts used: Daddy kink; angry sex; sex under a set of lights; "I love how their denial of their love for each other adds a complexity to their relationship". Many thanks go to [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf for being an excellent beta & sounding board. ♥

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The first time Draco says the word, it just sortof slips out, falling from his lips without any conscious thought on his part. )
all_not_well: (colors)
Happy New Year, y'all. :) Wishing everyone the best in 2012.
all_not_well: (hiding)
Title: The Perfect Wife (part 12 of 12, COMPLETE, ~8000 words)
Pairing: H/D
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bottom!Draco. Slash. Pseudo-heterosexuality. Mindfuck. Consent of the most dubious sort, edging into non-con, or possibly doing a cannonball straight into the middle of that particular dark pool. Identity confusion of all sorts. Boys with breasts (1); boys who like boys with breasts (1). Did I mention breasts? Don't let them scare you. Daddy kink. OOC-ness and deliberately fluffy cutesy feminine name changes. Some sadistic tendencies. Object insertion - cos I like plugs, seemingly. Comeplay, I think, or something very like it. Anorexia and forced feeding, or close enough as makes no nevermind. Forced feminization, for sure. Intimations of mpreg and forced breeding. Excessive use of endearments. Wait, where are you going...?

Summary: He can't remember what he was like before he lost his memory, but the person in the mirror doesn't really feel like him.

Author's Note: I've wised up, a little: I finally learned to complete a thing before I post it. Many, many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf for beta-reading, ego-stroking, holding my hand, and suffering through about a zillion mood swings draft changes over the course of four days. (And then some!)

I added a lil moar sexytiems. And now we're done. :)

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The irritating voice has finally taken itself off. )
all_not_well: (Andrej bw sultry)
Title: The Perfect Wife (part 11 of 12, COMPLETE, ~8000 words)
Pairing: H/D
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bottom!Draco. Slash. Pseudo-heterosexuality. Mindfuck. Consent of the most dubious sort, edging into non-con, or possibly doing a cannonball straight into the middle of that particular dark pool. Identity confusion of all sorts. Boys with breasts (1); boys who like boys with breasts (1). Did I mention breasts? Don't let them scare you. Daddy kink. OOC-ness and deliberately fluffy cutesy feminine name changes. Some sadistic tendencies. Object insertion - cos I like plugs, seemingly. Comeplay, I think, or something very like it. Anorexia and forced feeding, or close enough as makes no nevermind. Forced feminization, for sure. Intimations of mpreg and forced breeding. Excessive use of endearments. Wait, where are you going...?

Summary: He can't remember what he was like before he lost his memory, but the person in the mirror doesn't really feel like him.

Author's Note: I've wised up, a little: I finally learned to complete a thing before I post it. Many, many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] paean_sf for beta-reading, ego-stroking, holding my hand, and suffering through about a zillion mood swings draft changes over the course of four days. (And then some!)

This has been extended into 12 parts, for your reading pleasure. Today's is a short one, but tomorrow's will make up for it. :D

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He's having the strangest dream. )

part 12

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