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Title: Unwanted
Pairing: Al/Scorpius, James/Scorpius
Rating: R
Warnings: Dub-con.
Summary: He's a pretty thing...



"He’s a pretty thing, isn’t he?" James said from his position in the doorway, one shoulder resting against the jamb. "Very flexible, as well. You wouldn’t believe the positions he can get into."

Scorpius smiled up at Al, his pink lips curving so sweetly that Al was very nearly tempted beyond his limits.

"Please," Scorpius whispered. Despite his reservations, Al‘s cock jumped eagerly at the soft exhalation against his lips. "I want you to fuck me," Scorpius breathed, and Al bit back a moan.

On the surface, Scorpius seemed the perfect picture of a willing participant in James’s little game. But his pale grey eyes were stark, their brilliance dimmed. His gaze was focused not on Al, but on a distant point inward that Al could never touch.

"James," Al said softly. His arms automatically tightened around Scorpius, trying to offer some sort of comfort. "What are you doing?"

"You want him, don't you?" James said, smiling. "I’m giving him to you."

"Nobody," Al said, even more quietly, "wants to be given away like an unwanted pet."

Scorpius’s smile faltered. He closed his eyes, and just like that he was hidden from Al’s sight. A warm body, a flexible fuck, and nothing more or less.

Date: 2012-03-20 05:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aw, you're not being very nice to Scorpius today are you? Short but, well, sweet wouldn't be the right word, but you get the point. (And about that depression, I've suggested nude pictures of Andrej before but since we all know I don't have any, I'm out of ideas. Dammit.)

Date: 2012-03-21 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
They say the snake one is him, but it doesn't really look like him, so... He's got a very biteable tush, though! And you're right, I do feel cheered up now. ;)

Date: 2012-03-21 06:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aaah, I didn't even see the second post! Thank god I didn't see that at 5am. I don't think the snake one looks like him either, hm.. He does have a nice butt though, yes. Damn.

Date: 2012-03-21 06:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Well, yeah. You always win. Un-depress yourself, would you? Because you have the goodies and I've melted into a puddle of something after seeing these at 5am and the wonky dreams that followed :/

(Re: Other fic: I didn't think he was, but you never know. How the heck did you come up with this idea though? It's pretty damn brilliant. Not for Scorpius so much, just, generally speaking.)

Date: 2012-03-21 11:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I would like these better if there weren't always flowers in the way...

Which idea?

Date: 2012-03-21 12:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The idea for the other fic. Don't mind me, I was half asleep when I wrote that comment.

Yeah...We're all adults here. We can do without the flowers (and we so don't imagine the picture without the flowers in our minds.)

Date: 2012-03-21 01:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
The idea for the other fic...for Stuck? Er. I really just wanted to have Scor up against the wall, submitting against his will. That was...about it, really. :) Which is why it never went beyond that.

I mostly wrote it whilst I was in England last year. I was trying to come up with something around the idea of "submission" for the kink-n-squick fest, and ended up writing A Year And A Day instead. But I still liked this. I meant to continue it, but nothing ever came to me, and then [ profile] paean_sf suggested it was postable as-is, with the open ending. So I did. La. :D

Date: 2012-03-21 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
This double-drab is trimmed down from another effort towards the same end - the submission thing.

Date: 2012-03-21 01:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Okay ^^ I just thought it was a clever idea. Maybe I'm just simple minded XD Who knows.

Date: 2012-03-21 07:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
*growls* No more putting yourself down! Not simple minded! Grr.

And thank you. :D

Date: 2012-03-21 08:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Meh, sorry. I've joined the depression squad. I should have looked at those nude pictures.

Date: 2012-03-21 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Aww. :( Well, um... Welcome?




Date: 2012-03-21 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Well, that is a warm welcome. Okay, I'll hug you back, but then I'll kick you out, okay? (I mean this in the most positive way possible.)

Date: 2012-03-21 08:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
If you're coming, I'll consider it. The dark side is pretty comfy though.

Date: 2012-03-21 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Easy to say when you're damn near perfect.

Date: 2012-03-21 09:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

"Trash" is probably fairly mild - I'm sure he's been called a lot worse. Just because he is who he is, and he's comfortable with that. He doesn't fit the mold - hell, he's shattered it - and he doesn't let it get to him. I WISH I COULD BE LIKE THAT. Every awful thing that anyone has ever said to me still echoes in my head. Thirty-six years' worth of bullying and name-calling and I am a broken, worthless mess taking up too much space and too much air.

He shines.

I'm alone in the dark.

He shines. That's what I like about him. It's not just the lips and the eyes and the cheekbones.

I'm going to go have a cry now.

...Sorry. Not your fault. Big bruise there. 'Scuse me.

Date: 2012-03-21 09:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Fuck, I'm sorry. You know, this is why I always make stupid comments when I see you put 'depressed' as your mood - not because I'm stupid enough to think that a few nude pictures will fix that, but because I know what it's like and I don't want anyone to feel that way. I don't know what shit you've been through in your life, and mine is probably nothing compared to yours but I know how utterly alone and worthless you can feel, and please believe me when I say you don't deserve it. Alright, I know you won't believe me because I never do either but I'm going to say it anyway. I hardly know anything about you, but I know enough to say you are a talented and beautiful person. And I'm glad you take up space and air. I promise.

Date: 2012-03-21 11:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Your comments help tremendously, always. ♥♥♥

I should've just let it go. Don't worry about it. it's not that I've been through a lot, it's just that I don't have the ability to get back up when something knocks me down. So every little thing, y'know. And being judged by appearance is something I'm tremendously sensitive about.

Which is a bit hypocritical, probably, given that I like to write about pretty, pretty boys.

Date: 2012-03-21 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Oh good, I was just going to force myself to go to bed, I was having a major freak out, partially because I was worried about you (only partially, don't worry). Yes, I worry about people way too much. It gets me in trouble. And believe me, I'm the same way. Got bullied in high school, not even as bad as some people, but with the way I handle things, it shattered my self confidence.

Date: 2012-03-22 05:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
*hugs* If you're saying sorry because I worried, don't. It's my fault and my problem.


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